Happy New Year :)

Hoje

Estao mudando a cara de uma parte da technische Fakultät. Hoje passei pelo caminho que vai dos prédios da engenharia até o prédio onde fica a biblioteca, e vi um espaco mais aberto. Alguma coisa faltava por ali.
Prestando mais atencao percebi que muitas árvores, que agora no inverno nao marcam tanta presenca, já nao faziam parte da paisagem. Estao cortando elas. Muitas delas. Isso para construirem um prédio novo para a matemática e a ciência da computacao.
As máquinas para cortarem as árvores arrancavam elas do chao, como se uma árvore de mais de 10m de altura e um tronco de 70cm pra mais de diâmetro nao representasse quase nada. E em duas batidas estavam elas no chao: A primeira quebrava o caule pela metade e derrubava a parte da copa, a outra, simplesmente quebrava o que ainda estava preso à raiz, que ficou ainda na terra com uma pequena parte do tronco pra fora.
Detalhista? Nao. Eu parei por alguns minutos para ver como eles trabalhavam tao rápido e poderiam dizimar uma floresta em questao de algumas horas. Por que eu parei? Nao sei, doeu. Eu quase por um momento chorei.

The sacrament is... you

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Join me in death...

where is far? Far is where you (want to) reach...

Summary:

"Sou uma mulher áspera em meio a um bando de homens dóceis."

(...)

I'll send an S.O.S. to the world
I'll send an S.O.S. to the world
I hope that someone gets my
I hope that someone gets my
I hope that someone gets my
Message in a bottle, yeah
Message in a bottle, yeah

A year has passed since I wrote my note
But I should have known this right from the start
Only hope can keep me together
Love can mend your life or
Love can break your heart

(...)

Back. Where? Hm. good question!

"When there's nowhere else to run
Is there room for one more son
One more son
If you can hold on
If you can hold on, hold on
I wanna stand up, I wanna let go
You know, you know - no you don't, you don't
I wanna shine on in the hearts of men
I want a meaning from the back of my broken hand

Another head aches, another heart breaks
I am so much older than I can take
And my affection, well it comes and goes
I need direction to perfection, no no no no

(...)

And when there's nowhere else to run
Is there room for one more son
These changes ain't changing me
The cold-hearted boy I used to be"

hmmm.....
2 dias

Romeo and Juliet...

(...)
And I forget, I forget the movie song
When you gonna realize, it was just that the time was wrong, Juliet?

Come up on different streets, they both were streets of shame
Both dirty, both mean, yes and the dream was just the same
And I dream your dream for you and now your dream is real
How can you look at me, as if I was just another one of your deals?

Well, you can fall for chains of silver, you can fall for chains of gold
You can fall for pretty strangers and the promises they hold
You promised me everything, you promised me thick and thin
Now you just say, "Oh, Romeo, yeah, you know
I used to have a scene with him"

(...)
There's a place for us, you know the movie song
When you gonna realize, it was just that the time was wrong, Juliet?

18.600Km in the south

Sometimes audacity is missing.
Sometimes courage is missing.
Somentimes only time.
Sometimes only a bike.
Sometimes only, only...yeah, why not?

targeting the target
;o)

Where is the love?!?

(...)

(Tell me!) Tell me; where is the love?
In a careless creation
When there’s no “above”
There’s no justice
Just a cause and a cure
And a bounty of suffering
It seems we all endure
And what I’m frightened of
Is that they call it “God’s love”

(...)

They call it God’s love
My pain is God’s love

Ontem foi o primeiro "dia de neves" por aqui...e hoje continua :)

Definitely a non-free-country

Vivendo na sociedade do medo...

Keine Wunder, dass die Guten dieses Land verlassen...

(Educacao e bom-senso têm um outro significado)

Essa nao foi das minhas...

Estávamos numa festa, e nunca tinha visto no mesmo lugar uma concentracao de (homem para mulher)/m^2 tao grande. Bom, estávamos no lugar certo: Toda hora alguém vinha falar alguma coisa. Seja do gelo moído da caipirinha no Brasil e temperatura de fusao, seja pra discutir preferência da salsicha que come ou para dar um cartao-de-visitas...

Ah, essa eu achei que era uma cantada de alemao: "Vocês querem comprar lingerie? Pensei, olhei, pensei de novo e disse: Nao!
Achei que era piada sabe...mas o rapaz de fato deu um cartao-de-visitas com endereco, telefone e website para fazer o pedido.
E olha que ele nao era feio...

Ai, ai...
"Vida louca, vida breve..."

Super-massive black hole

1. Super-massive black hole (or black cloud, para os mais íntimos)
Well, it's been a long since I don't start a discussion here. It's been a long time, as well, since I don't have the time to organize things -in my head- and take a decision for the next step. Super-massive black hole? Maybe.

Life is running day after day faster. In a way faster that I feel sitting by the window trying to fix a spot with my eyes to figure out what's happening. Almost another half of the year is over.

Not that tragedy though. I'd rather have more time to think about life and not only have the work-eat-sleep routine. I always needed that. Sometimes I lack the vocabulary, the connections and all the creativity I usually had to figure new paths out. Friends tell me all the time I have the ability to see them where they still don't exist. Well, friends are most of the time very -suspicious- to tell you about yourself as well. But I prefer believing them.

At the moment I have thousand of question marks hitting my head -with the black cloud sometimes- with things I cannot answer neither have the control at the moment. I hope it makes me somehow to grow up. Broader view of life, broader understanding of people.

No hay una lengua que contesta todas las preguntas y esclarece todas las dudas. No está en la lengua.

2. Butterflies and hurricanes
The butterflies. Elas aparecem e desaparecem com os hurricanes. Intervalo de ocorrência indeterminado. It's how to slide from the top to the bottom in random intervals of time and have to be prepared for that. Lack of strength, weakness. Sliding up and down.

3. Time is running out
As the song says...
I think I'm drowning
asphyxiated
I wanna break this spell
that you've created

you're something beautiful
a contradiction
I wanna play the game
I want the friction

you will be the death of me

4. The hardest part
I could feel it go down
Bittersweet, I could taste in my mouth
Silver lining the cloud
Oh and I
I wish that I could work it out

the hardest part...

Bittersweet, I could (still can) taste in my mouth